chiooooooo!!! (im just pleasing the 4 of em)
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ahhhh... sending jean off :(
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more of us!
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we look umm..... badddd hahaa
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we were beauty pageant contestants i guess. haha (damn cheapo niaz)
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one of my cliques!
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oh dearrrr.... sec sch days alr! presenting SEC 4 LOYALTY! HAHAHA
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more!
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i miss my sissss!!!!
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ooohhhh!!! i miss her alr
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this may be our attempt at the look of PERVERSION hahaaaaa
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i haf no idea what we're doing
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they dress sooooo alike huh
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the trio (: (i must admit im a bit extra)
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she's gonna kill me for this
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the lovely pair......
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aint he just oh soooo adorable!!! haha
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i still loves my sis!
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shocked i think..... hmm. haha
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eyes damn big huh
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us ata beginning... still sane and not very hungry1
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ping and i......... finally!!!
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kang and the girl (who was forced to tk w her) NOTICE THE DIST BTW EM? hee
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sly (:
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sada-bruce-sky! cute huh
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i was forced to do this. can u tell? (kang too) only ping was happy! haha
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marilyn monroe niaz... (all kangzi's idea mind u)
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ROCK ON BABY!!!
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again! my gosh look how happy ping is laaa
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xi nu ai le
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i dont care if u disagreeee!
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hey we are cool okayyyy!!!
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we lovesss barneyyy!!! (kangs idea)
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she does look kinda rabbitish eh? -grins-
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oh cuteey kanggy
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snbt!
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on our way thereeeee
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i like her cap alot!
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this is retardeddd
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okayyy this is damnnnnn cute!!
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ehh dun mess w her k... black belt worr..
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my gosh she's how cute la! aha
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okayy so we do look a lil mad.. haha
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private joke. haha
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my lovely kc n i...
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i love cutleyyy!
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ehhh tong tong looks soooo much better! haha.
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hereeeee monkey monkey monkeyyy!
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i loveee my sis!
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i really really miss my qiqi! :(
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its been a long time since i felt so low. the last time i felt that low was probably when she was around. hai. many disappointing and exceedingly infuriating events have been taking place recently. which probably caused me to not only explode.. but sink into my old-new low. feel like getting away.. go on a holiday.. clear my mind. but i dont even think thats gonna happen now. promises made by friends broken.. pple (me included) being taken for granted... close frens (or at least we used to be) forgetting ya bdae and nv making time to meet up.. guys just being themselves and pissing the hell outta u... even my home life is getting on my nerves... we used to be so much closer n happier. dunno whats happening now. when i tink to myself and ask myself who are the people in my life that truly matter and are consistent in their friendship... i only had a pathetic few to name. its amazing how friends you've known so long or thought were close can just eat away at ur heart (sometimes even unknowingly) and cripple u for so long that u almost always never realise you have fallen until you've hit the ground. where is my kacheng when i need her. or my sis. only these two pple will always stand by and be there for me.. listen to all the crap i say. or just sit beside me if words cant be said. only they are the ones who really bother to keep in touch and understand me. to update each other faithfully and honestly. the funniest thing now is that altho they are my two best friends and relatives inta world.. they're all the way in melb! it really shows how pathetic some of my frens (only some) and parts of life are.

OH MY! what a lovely bdae.. well kinda. it was very um memoriable. hahaah. first cheri char ser (my fav darlings excluding kc) went out for sakae... and they surprised me with a lovely small hearty bdae cake tt was super delicious tt all of us cldnt resist! haha. then all e silly cards (i guess we can call em cards) and pres's (like cheris lil frog/turtle ting) was just sooo retardedly precious! ahhaah stay over was great too! altho char cldnt join (according to ser's lingo : damn bad!! ) haha. we watched 13 ghosts.. and ser n cheri were scared to death! esp cheri! hahaa. it was damn funny! thk god i watched it like twice alr. so i was pretty numb to it. ahhaa. then i cooked em pastaaaa... and ey insisted on wedges and chicken! so .... we ate tt too! haha. sooo fattening larh. then we talked ... talked alot abt cheri and a certain someoneeeee! hahaa. all e smileys were simply too ridiculous! ahha. the way ser read all of em was just soooooo embarrassing too! hahaa. loved every min spent with em. haha. then ser kena major toothache!! ahah poor deary! she rushed (and i mean rushed) off inta morn while cheri n i cont slpg . hahaha i was slpg soooooo soundly tt i din even know ser was suffering or saying gdbye to me! hahaa. next day. bought my olympus.. so i can make me digi story! wahhaha. bought the white one (cldnt decide btw black n white for e longest time! ) aha. yeahh. so pple prepare!! there are gna be lotsa photos to be taken yeah! ahha. rushed off to meet yunx juaner rach lala (or so i tot) ahhaha. those girls were so hilarious. went to the esplanade to look ard for a place to makan our dinner.. and most unfortunately settled at the garlic restaurant. e svc was horrendous!!! food even more appalling and the price was like not say very cheap lorrrrr. ugh. luckily i split my dish with delly belly. yes del ct (and ltr chow) came along to 'surprise' me.. but jac spoilt it all. wahahhaah. jac's alws the one giving it away somehow! haha. took silly photos (with spoons at umm unmentionable places n straws!!! haha. the latter was cts doing not mine!) with lalas pretty lil cam! ahaah. hope we din look too bad or zao genged tho! ahhaa. den juaner rach lala n i wanted to catch a homo show ata esplanade on tues night. not sure if its still on. hahaha. e esplanade is soooo pretty!!! gna hfta force future outings der!!! ahhaha. sweet ol juaner bought me a choco strawberry which i had to fight for considering there were plenty of pigs ard me (namely del n ct) ahaha. so a big chocoberry fight arose. haha. sadly pommie rach yunx n lala had to leave.. so i was left with e piggies! haha. we bought a whole tub of strawberry cheesecake ice cream from HD and stole 2 metal spoons fr the horrible restaurant b4 (these are e spoons tt odd photos were taken with) haha. then chow n ange came along n we ateee n ateeeeeee.. except ange tho. she doesnt share saliva. ahhaa. it was soooooo yummyy!!! gimme ice cream over cake anytime man! hahha unless its ice cream cake of course. hee. yeah we had saliva spitting contests with each other and i won with my POTATO haha. the now famous 3 saliva spitful syllables! ahha. spent tons of our time arousing each other (more like just chow ct n del actually i was their victim) ahhaha. had disgusting moments with lil boys. and ran ard like a mad woman with del chasing me. ahhaa it was stupid! can u imagine a girl with a nice top.. skirt... heels all running away from a bung-like psycho who runs very slowly n pathetically (i might add). hahaha. well. it was a simply embarrassing... bimbotik.. ah lianish.. retarded... pervertic .. precious time spent with my dearies! loved every moment with it (even the aft moments findin the bus stop/ getg to the bus stop/inta bus with ct) .

on this special day. only 2 pple i truly care abt were missing. really love u guys tho u were unable to celebrate with us :)

I can't remember the last time that we kissed goodbye
All our "I love you's" were just not enough to survive
Something your eyes never told me
But it's only now too plain to see
Brilliant disguise when you hold me
And I'm free

I've been thinking and here's what I've come to conclude
Sometimes the distance is more than two people can use
But how could I have known girl
It was time and not space you would need
Darling tonight I could hold you
and you would know
But would you believe

There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
There's a place in your heart where I used to be
Was I wrong to assume that you were waiting for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me ?

Cards and phone calls and photograph pictures of you
Constant reminder of all the things you get used to
Is there a chance in hell or heaven
That there's still something here to build on
Or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall
But after all

There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
And a song in the words that you spoke to me
Was I wrong to believe in your melody
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me ?
Should I keep on waiting or does love keep on fading away
Fading away

It's been a while since I've seen you so how have you been
Did you get my letter I wrote you, but I did not send
I tried to call your old number But the voice that I heard on the phone
I recognized but she told me the number was wrong

There's a light in my eyes but it's too bright to see
And a pain in my heart where you used to be
Guess I was wrong to assume that you were waiting here for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me ?

love. angel. music. baby

hell yeah!!! (:

happy birthdayyyy pommie aka juaner darling..!!! (:

hahah.. tdy we (junz lala yunx yanx xiao hui gf n i) celebrated cindy's bdae... it was great fun!!! sat down at indochine n waited for her highness to arrive... with rachels help... we managed ta arrange a surprise celebration and alsooo.. managed to let cindy think we completely forgot about her birthday and cldnt care less abt her! (: well done girls! haha. cindys presents were simply amusing!!! a shaver... a hammock... a shirt.. i wanted to get her a swing!!! but well... ill save it for her room warming!!! soon i hope! ahhah.. well first we'll have to settle our kbox outg yeah??? its gonna be one crazy night!! like totally . didnt drink alot there... but somehow my throat feels as tho it has a major infection!! well tts what u get when u drink when u have a sore throat. (stupid me) haha. the band was not bad larh. but the lead singer was suppperrr funny! his movements i mean... the way he umm... rocked and rolled? ahhaha. all of us wanted to dance after hearing the songs towards the end.. but... noone absolutely noone was dancing! ahhaha. well.. the best ting i ever did that day besides taking emotional shots with cindy and laughing at yunx's skirt fly... was the horrifying bus ride home with yunx. cant blif what we were doin. ahhaah. (yunx lets keep it a another secret btw us k?) hahaha.. so that noone except the pple onta upper deck of 132 will know (: wonderful day spent with da girls -grins-

haha. had qt an amusing day tdy.. never played or had soooooo much fun inta arcade b4!! well.. kinda. haha. slacked ard with delly my ever so bimbotik bung alll noon till night!! we ate a veryyy delicious meal of sakae (well at least it was to me cz i was STARVING!) ahhaa. then we went paradiz to BANG BANG! hahaa.. i never played time crisis so good!!! considering its only my first time! hahaha. was pretty fun n cheap! haha.. del even praised me lor!!!! whahaha. watch out pple!!! then we headed over to del's favourite game.. bishi bashi! haha.. it was amusing beatg her thruout.. well almost. haha.. we truly sucked ata hamster mouse cheese carrots one.. and the drop heart ting.. but oh well. ahhaha. we went for subwayyy aft.. well the malay/indian guy (he is rather cutee i must add) workg there was reali qt frenly! offered us lotsa free stuff! hahaah. must be either one of our charms. (considering del is a bung... i wld like to say its mine cz he's obviously not crooked hahaa) must go back there and try to charm him more! hahaha. after.. i cannot believe we actually headed back to BANG BANG smre! haha. it was just such glorious fun! cant waita borrow chows one so we can bang bang at my hse instead! ahhaha. soon soon! haha. anw just read yunx blog n realised.... that she blogged a huge ton abt me! ahhaha. and our life in cj.. or that particular year.. haha i miss melv yeo and his sillyness. he's reali qt a gd catch if u tink abt it. hahah thats wat we all said last time. haha. yeah anw.. wahhh she totally throw my face larh. ahhaha. and chow and i did not exactly torture her.. i mean..... we sing ohhhhhhh soooooo loveerrrly! ahhaha. wont anyone agree? hee. if u disagree i challenge u to kbox anytime! ahhaha. (especially the monkey!) ehh.. cant wait for mahjong tmr! hahaha. oh yes and the decision making for the uni. ewww ttt one i cannn wait! but well its gta be done. tink im just gna sign up for everything larh. hahah..

chow : dont be so sad cheer up! meet up soon!
BB : umm.. try to be more normal.. dont be so anti-fat... bang bang soon!! mahjong sooner!! bridge too!?!? haha.. rowing too! wow tts alot already. hahaha okay enough for now.
yunx lala cind : cya'll soon for cind's bdae i hope.. and yunx! dun humiliate me hor.. haha take lotsa photos!!!!!
ser char cheri : meet up soon again! i loveeeeeeee chocolate prataaa and kboxing wya guys! esp ata end when u all got a bit... insane.. ahahha. stayover more yeah! (:

i had the best day every tdy!!! the most exciting... memorable.... and extremely fun (:
loved everyyyyy min of it....!!! haha.. i love ya dear! we have to do it weekly!

I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!

tues : pinger came over... did rubbish really.. ahahas.. wat can i say.. we're such slackers.. nvm the next outg will be better!!! thks for the wonderful layout dear! hahas.. met cindy/juaner/pommie for HIDE N SEEK at j8.. had a pretty biggg twist ata end. was qt shocked. but not tt scary larh.. even tho i kept holding my breath. hahah. sat down at mos n chatted away.. our conv revolved mainly ard business actually. for the first time.. juaner act sounded pretty intellectual n serious simultaneously! hahaha. we decided to have future weekly business discussions.. all u need is one good idea and.... wham!!! thats it! ahahas.. i gta meet up with her more often man.. esp if we end up workg tgt again! (: was so wonderful meetin her n lala for lunch daily!!


anyone need tuition?!!?!?

wed : went out to meet yunx n lala dear for lunchhhh! well at least our first lunch. i joined em jus in time for lala to leave n yunx to finish up. so headed over ta sakae and ate my first lunch.. n yunx's 2nd...!!! hahahh. (told ya'll she is a glutton) haha. shopped ard n bought a sling bag!!! ahah. its rather unique n according to yunx it was very ... you xin ge hahahh. guess she was jus lost for words larh tt twit!!! spse to meet juaner for dinner but decided ta head home instead. hope mahjong'll be on for sat!!! ahhaha. i love u guys esp ALI ....!!!!




thur : so bored at home the whole day...tts wat happens when ur unemployed i guess... (this is a hint for everyone to ask me out anytime anywhere!!! hee) the only interesting ting tt happened was dinner at TCC w chow ange yk n shimon.. haha. the part i love best was just lying onta bean bags.. altho it wasnt very comfy.. food der was delicious but... very pricey!!! you know... some pple.. u just meet them for the first time n u know for sure they're super nice pple... with just the right characteristics... ext likable and wld make an ext gd fren...? yeahh.. angeline is one such person!!! i know it even tho i hardly know her at all.. she reminds me of jean.. altho i've known my dearest kacheng practically my whole life! hahahh. hai. i miss kc so... :(


wont anyone mahjong with me?!!?

fri : hadta funniest time at nydc with my old buncha sn frens and an even funnier time at borders after! ahahhaha. we laughed until cheryl n i got hot and i reali mean very temp hot!!! we were burning larh! we both thought we had a fever n cheryl's ears went oohhhh so red.. ahahhaah. reliving our past stupidities n umm.. very fond memories was sucha joy.. we even gave del new names!! such as... candy and mel. at least that was wat we told the nydc waitress. ahahha.. den ct changed it to melly candy or candy melly! oh boy was del so happy abt it.. considering sucha bimbo she was/is/will be. hahaha. cc was as silly as ever with her outta the blue comments n jokes. the only 2 pple missing was jac and angie. hai. ltr we did mini clubbing at borders!! ahahha it was so sttttuuuupid!!! ahah but sucha long story.. lets jus say i wld never have dared to do tt alone ahahha. esp the ti cao parts. haahha. wat can we say.. we love gwen stefani soooo. hee. I LOVE ALL MY LIL CLIQUES! :D

sat : had a mahjong feast.. well kinda... considering cind n yunx din knw how to play!!! ahhaah. jay n i were exasperated.. esp with all the funny qns's they were asking.. -grins- but it was really fun!!! wanted to play bridge.. but once again cind n yunx wld be clueless.. hahahhh. laughed soooo much tdy. everything was sooooo hilarious!!! i told ya'll my maid cant cook!! even her orange juice was a bit bland. ahhah. yunx n cind left late cz we cldnt take our eyes off someone like u hahahhh.. sucha sweet sweet show! inta end i was forced ta walk em out.. hahahh. and as expected cind missed her last bus! ahhaha.. cind n i had an extremely unnerving time ata bus stop! ahhaha.. we were ext suspicious of all the white vans tt drove past due to umm.. well its a long story. ahhaha.. then cindy kept attracting tis stupid huge flying ant tt refused to leave her side!!! oh my god. it was so stupid...terrifying.. and hilarious.. one of us had to keep an eye out for the bus.. (we din know she missed it till abt an hr later haha) and the other had to keep an eye onta stupid insect cz it has a wonderfully annoying habit of flying directly at our faces!!! ahhaah. cindy... being sucha brave n fearless girl.. hid behind me all the time n made me sit btw her and the insect!!! hahaha.. oh yeah!! theres tis song tts realli funny!!! all friends of cindy.. pls get her to play it 4ya! its reali reali reali funny!! sth abt ugly girls n boys. ahhaa. hur. well lil cind stayed over... we watched aladdin n talked till 4!! it was reali funny.. one ting i realised abt our lil outing was tt.. hardly any of us have changed (except jay who has gotten progressively worse... for eg.. more retarded.. more gay... sings worse.. tt kinda ting) ahahha.. and im glad for it. i miss u guys!!! (:

sun : woke up reali reali reali late.. helped my mom clean her office.. (it was soooooo dusty!! thk goodness i dun have hives.. ) and it was reali reali hot!!! my goodness.. there was no aircon larh.. ahhah. found lotsa very very embarrassing baby photos as well.. oh gosh.. i shall hide em somewhere in my room!!! haha well the highlight of the day was the surprise bdae party (well only ct nicole peter yanx stef becks n i turned up haha) for chels at her hse later inta evening! ahhaah. i will never forget her welcoming face.... and the moment i went bankrupt playing black jack n in btw.. my gosh!! ahahha luckily i only started off with 55 cents! wahahha. yes that was how broke we were to begin with.. practically all of us hadta borrow $ from chels. hahahhh. the food was greeeeaaaaaaat! apple strudel.. prawns... cakes... yummy noodles... curry chicken.. etc. ahahahhs. the party turned outtta be a double surprise!!! thanks to cheryl's dad.. (ahhah long story again) poor chelsea.. anw chels dear!! im very willing to watch the whole season of friends wya! ahhaa. i miss my classmates so muchhh! :/

anyone wanna go on a hol ?!?!?!? :)

i keep wondering how you're doing now.. its been so many years since ive seen you. cant seem to find any way to contact u at all.. hmm.. i know its my fault ur gone inta first place... but somehow i do miss u... aft so many years :(


its clearer than ever now... who are my true frens and who arent. its not only a matter of making time to meet up with the pple u like/love, its the quality not the quantity as well. some of u dont care at all. we all say things we dont mean. haiz. theres only 4 (plus one) of u out there that reali mean alot to me. you guys know who u are. its the people that have bothered to meet up.. meet up well n is just there for me no matter what.
some people on the other hand.. jus keep irritating the hell out of me. i dont know why i still have friends like u. i cant even understand how we even clicked inta first place. people like u.. im gonna forget. you've been given plenty of chances but u just keep taking us for granted n letting us down. well... you've just missed your last chance. we aint gonna bother no more

my bestttestttt fren inta world jus left tdy.. but i wasnt feeling sad at all. i was jus so glad tt she came back one more day n i know that we'll see each other soon again (YOU AND UR FLOWER TT IS WAHAHHAS ) send me da photos we took ata zoo k? i love ya! :) its time to take my life with a new perspective.. (guess i was inspired by bruce almighty haha) anw.. im gna be more indpt.. complain less. and achieve miracles on my own!!! very very happy tdy!!! last night too. spend ta night at jean's hse.. cheri was jus so funny! reali glad she came.. even tho most of us jus ended up talkg rubbish. cheri like brought her whole hse with her!!! hahahs. we played cluedo (i brought tis)... mahjong... ate n ate n ate!!! ahhas i love cheri's sparkling juice n um.. plastic cups tt came with it!!! (told u she brought her whole hse) ahhahas. it was so fun!!! we played n played n played till like 4am!??! den woke up early early early early to send jean off ata airport!!! ahhas. cheri n i cld barely open our eyes.. but jean was up and packing! ahhas. oh yeah cheri wld prob want me to mention tt i did not bother to wash my hair or brush my teeth n simply fell onta bed n slept. ahhahas. cheri was ext determined to brush her teeth. ahhaha. well.. tings were qt hectic ata airport due to a MISSING KEY. but jean n her sis went off n cheri n i settled down at bk for breakfast n ended up talking for 3 hours straight!!!! ahahhas. then we shifted to macs n spent nearly another hr there. we just talked n talked n talked abt anything under the sun... it was ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC n i loved every moment of it! sometimes all u need is to sit down with a good fren of urs whom u reali love (even tho the sofa wasnt tt comfortable.. i had a butt ache!!!) n chat. ahahas.. im reali glad we talked.. esp since we made plans to go either melb or tioman tentatively near the end of march!!!! ahahs i cldnt be happier. i had a feelg it was gonna be much more fun n exciting than the langkawi trip we took somehow.. altho i wish my sis... jean .. char.. ser cld come along as well -smiles- that wld be absolutely fantastic!!! ahahahs.. anw im gonna work reali hard n save up lotsa $$ for the trip!!! I REALLY CANT WAIT! hee. meanwhile cheri n i promised to have weekly exercise um... somehow.. ahahhas.. we reali cannot afford to grow any fatter!!! (lala u beta drag me along to ur gym too! hahaas. and to esprit! wahhaha) yeah. cant waita to watch hotel rwanda. heard its a fantastic showww.. its abt a massacre i tink.. not tt im a sadist or anything but somehow im attracted to these shows. maybe tts why im in hist inta first place. ecks. anyway.. gonna comb my doggy's hair now!! ahahhas. i love all my dearies!! really i do! -smiles-

shopping.. movie... sports... gambling.. anyone??? :)

aaahhh. its been so so so long since ive updated tis stupid blog.. anyways i haf an ext impt news to tell those of ya who dont know yet....... i am employed!!!!!!!! hahahh.. amazing man. considering how long ive been slackg. hee. anyways.... its qt terrible!! i mean da ppl der are nice and all at uob at novena square... but when redemption time is near..... its living hell!!! since last wed to tis coming wed....i haf been n wil be working from 9am to sometimes even 12am!!!!!!! terrible terrible....... ahahhas. due to my long hrs. ive act managed to earn $404 in 4 days!!! but ya'll wont be getting any treats soon... cos i aint receiving my pay anytime soon man. ahahhas. besides transport is a killer considering we're paying bloody adult fare!!! BEEP! tts all i hear n its saddening. hai. ahhaha. SO GLENN IF URE READING THIS PLS PLS PLS FETCH ME ARD IN UR CAR K? U PROMISED!!!!!! ahahahs. ill owe u dearly for it n luvya lots too! hahaha. rmb to charge cheap or not at all hor. -grins- aahh.. its alr one am and i haf work tmr.. how horrible is tt. ahaha but since ev1 goes to work late. i shall go late too (: der are pics ya'll can see. but its linked to mianz blog. hee. updating ipod now....... all the lovely lovely songs i jus uploaded makes me feel sooooooooo happy! ahhahas. its amazing wat music can do man. oh man tink im tokg crapz. okay anw.. to all those few pple out there.... u know who u are...... i luvya alot still!!! msg me n meet up hor! X)

aah.. miss school..!!! cant blif im saying this considering tt ive been dying to get outta cj. ahahahs. speaking of schools!! i cant blif wat ey did to sn!! ey completely discoloured disfigured......... made it so ugly!!!! hai. jus terrible i tell ya. all ex sn girls pls go take a look man. hopefully da wonderful food hfnt changed. mms. actually ah. its times like dese tt i miss all da pple that ive drifted so far from!!! like pork.. wyn.. angie... even char cheri n ser included!!! its qt sad reali. hmms. hope del hurrys back!!! miss our good ol times in sn. i knw ive said it plenty of times but yeah its true!!! it was so fun back en. wish i cld remain in my secondary years forever!!! (: hmm... watching news now. the tsunami ting is terriblee. hmm. after watching so many hrs of it everyday. u cant help feel blue too eh? hur. shall go back to my harry now larh. its exciting! ahahs. my dad wants me to join his reflexlogy courses... for free of course... looks like im gna be a pro soon! hahahas. all dear frens of mine u want a massage?? hahahs can.... ill gifya a discount! whahahas. jk. so glad my sis is back. altho shes leaving real soon. lotsa ppl aare leavin actually.... small jess... szu... jean.. angie left alr (i din even knw! hai) flo's gg soon too!!! hmm.. der are many pple i reali wanna meet up with but haf yet tooo!!!
kat del chow jac ct cc jose yy t'08 flo glenn
if u twits are reading dis.... HURRY SETTLE A DATE!!! ahhahas. got many outings ahead too!!!
virn --- movie!!! (anywhere!! preferably cheap too! hee. )
snbt --- east coast ah... cant waita blade lor!!
cjbt ---- bbq.. when is our farewell ever gna take place man. hahahs
jose --- i wanna go ur hse!!! :)
4L twits ---- bbq when del gets back!!
kat & flo & glenn ---- sakae!!! ahahahs. badm also can!
yy --- anything larh u!! so busy all da time. hahah.
ping --- scrabble mahjong bridge cluedo!!!
ping & del --- job hunting!!!!
michelle(my dearest cousin) --- any outing! hahah.

mm. days have passed. jeans finally returning to spore...!!! AGAIN! but only for 3days. hai. qt sad abt it. oh well. much ado abt nth. got many many plans ahead!!! east coast with my dearest snbt pplee!!! hahaha. (suzie!! ul be able to see my cap waist pouch n superb cyclin and bladin skills! hee) lotsa food outings with pinger. outgs with char cheri ser hs n jean of course. and jose jose!!! (so sorry i took so long to reply dearie!! we shall meet up soon!!!) ahahas. din reali feel da xmas spirit dis yr. in fact ... i felt so off tt i actually cried while watchg dis xmas show on hbo. ahhahs. psycho... thanks to shuwens confirmation... i realise i get a bit high on pomelos. wahhahh.. its not sinful rite? dno why she says it is. hahahas.. met pau today at happy dogs for happy pple. got sucha huge shock! pretty awkward.. din reali knw wota say either. guess we jus hfnt met in sucha long time. all she cld say was... URE SO DIFFERENT NOW I CLD HARDLY RECOGNISE U. i changed tt much mehz? i hardly tink i changed at all. ahhas. jus acquired 5 $6 movie tix for shows at shaw towers!!! anyone interested to catch a movie hurry arrange asap!!! ahahhas. its valid till 31st march!!! :) shoik ah! mmm. alrite gta hurry koon liaos. gta spend da whole day with my mom n sis!! shopping prolly. hee. maybe ill get my new digi cam en...!! X)

wow... im impressed


You are Purple Sheep, who is gentle toward people, and likes to take care of others. You are kind and possess graceful attraction. You will not oppose to others, and no matter what, you always take a passive attitude.You don't express your inner emotions easily, and will not actively lead others. You tend to always take a safer path, and are rather timid. You will not do anything adventurous.Your type of women tends to have high aspirations, and hold huge expectation and ideals toward others. Therefore, in contradiction, you may be feeling dissatisfaction on the inside.Your personality is very cautious, and have observing eyes. You are good at reading other people's minds and feelings. And you don't get wrong. You tend to manipulate people by using talent. You are also very intelligent and have great kowledge. You are always thinking of interests, before acting.You tend to be rather temperamental person. And once you make up your mind, you don't easily change, and can be obstinate. Although you value relationships with others, you also like being on your own. Therefore you may suffer from your own contradiction.Although you are a passive sort of person, you do possess perseverance and are a person of action. Once you are on fire, you show unbelievable energy. You like dressing up, so you are suited to follow your career than staying at home.

i love ms adele pillai (hahah.. yeah u know i do)


okay.. i've been swimming with my sis... (more tanning tho) ahhas cycling too! oh god. its so tiring... we'll cycle all da way up to upper pierce n catch shrimps n fishes n stuff for our 2 dragon fishes at home. hees. pretty fun but EXTREMELY TIRING...!!! managed ta get a tan doin tt too! bwahas. gg shopg with my evadearest chow again tmr... del joinin us later.. hope ill manage ta have our um clique (i guess) dinner.. b4 i gta rush home. hees. hafnt played tennis yet despite all my various efforts ta org it. haiz. i give up on org alr larh. some pple just piss me off so much...!!! ugh. jus spent da last few hrs at jeans hse. stayed ova twice alr. hahas den tmr nite deyr all cumg ova ta stay. ahahahas. tink we;re seein each other a bit too much!!! jean's inspired me ta volunteer ata zoo. which i wldnt mind actually. it was pretty fun even tho it was mainly for the cip hrs inta past. hahahs.. love mahjonging! trashed jean and da gu today! cant blif we actually played with our grand aunt. glad we all got closer larh. ahhas was qt funny actually... our comm broke down so many times due to jean's & my lousy.. totally cannot make it understanding of hokkien. hahas. its times like dese that i realise how much i miss my kacheng. dunno why recently i miss char alot too!!! its so fun to just talk to her. too bad she wun be readg this. ahhas OH MY GOD. I JUS SAW HS IN A DRESS!!! hahahas. my first time ever. okay side track. aahh forget it. shall go slp liaos. :)

YAY!!
very very happy...!!!! not only cos the As jus ended.. but i just went shopping tanning and MAHJONG!!! ahahahs. all with pple i love so dearly..! hees. yay. bought lotsa new stuff.. spent like 100 over shopping w chow vinnie jac and ct! hees. chow is my best shopg buddy lors!!!! taste um.. not the same lar but very good shopg partners!!! cos we go the same places same pace and stuff X) hees. den this morn went tanning... with vinnie chow and cc...!!! del was happily lounging in my parents room messing up da bed and rune-ing away!!! wah lao.. she better pay my electricity bill lors. she used da comp for like nearly 10 hrs! hahahas. den aft that ate pratty prataaa!!! wonderful!!! hees. we were all dressed so grossly.. aahhahs.. wota sight to see.. hahahas. den headed home for more bridge den MAHJONG! it was the funniest ever!!! we played blitz mahjong and added many new verbs in it!! ahahhas... like when u put down yi tong u must say panadol!!! er wan must say er2huan2.... er4 tong3 must say bikini! that kinda rubbit. hahahas it was soooooo funny! lolz. played for so long... SANG AND SANG AND DANCED AND DID ALL SORTS OF RUBBISH! cldnt stop laughing and scolding each other. hahahhh... inta end i was da winner!! heees.. tink my poor danny gna get one hell of a nightmare tonite man. ahhas.. den we had a pomelo feast!!! and i learnt one vital lesson from that.. firstly.. never ever sit in btw del and chow cos deyl squirt pomelo juice in ur face and body... secondly.. never let del try to peel the pomelo. ahhas cos her only tool is her mouth!!! hahhahas... well dey just left and 3 of us are sunburnt! ahahahs. damn shiok. wonder if deyr coming over again tmr. lolz. anw.. me and chow are gna shop soon! haahhas. so exciting!!!! must round up more $$ first! heez. i tink wat wld make my hols realli reali wonderful wld be for my sis and jean to return!! angie too! joyce is coming back next tues... jean next next mon... angie onta 11 dec!!! hahahas. we're gna haf so much fun being tourists!! wahahhas.. dunno why suddenly kx and i haf become badminton enthusiasts! we arranged for many many badm outings with both sn and cj pple! hahahas.. one's gna be at my hse next fri... heee. cant wait for the bbq tho.. met suzie in town yst.. gotta shock of my life. wasnt expecting her for another week! hahahas she's the only one who jessica ong's me. hahahas. she still looked the same.. hahahs. still as silly as ever. but oh boy do i ever love her phoneeeee! ahhhh... lovely lovely. hahahas. alriteee... shant blog any longer...

chow del jac ct cc --------- canoeing bbq tannin swimg shopg & gamblin on ah!!!!!!!
jean n hs ----------- tourist tingy!!!
lala cindy yunx ---------- swimming tanning!
yuying ping ----- stay over or tennis or sth! hahahas.

luvya all :) evtg's just wonderful......

war is peace.
freedom is slavery.
ignorance is strength.


ever wondered what its like to live in in a world where every aspect of life is closely monitored? while any hint of unorthodoxy is ruthlessly suppressed by the thought police? where the price of freedom is betrayal?


april 4th 1984.

last night to the flicks. all war films. one very good one of a ship full of refugees being bombed somewhere in the Mediterranean. Audience much amused by shots of a great huge fat man trying to swim away with a helicopter after him. first you saw him wallowing along in the water like a porpoise, then you saw him through the helicopters gunsights , then he was full of holes and the sea round him turned pink and he sank as suddenly as though the holes had let in water. audience shouting with laughter when he sank. then you saw a lifeboat full of children with a helicopter hovering over it. there was a middleaged woman might have been a jewess sitting up in the bow with a little boy about three years old in her arms. little boy screaming with fright and hiding his head between her breasts as if he was trying to burrow right into her and the woman putting her arms round him and comforting him although she was blue with fright herself, all the time covering him up as much as possible as if she thought her ams could keep the bullets off him. then the helicopter planted a 20kilo bomb in among them terrific flash and the boat went all to matchwood. then there was a wonderful shot of a child's arms going up up up right up into the air a helicopter with a camera in its nose must have followed it up and there was a lot of applause from the party seats but a woman down in the prole part of the house suddenly started kicking up a fuss and shouting they dint oughter of showed it not in front of the kids they didnt it aint right not in front of kids it aint unil the police turned her turned her out i dont suppose anything happened to her nobody cares what the proles say typical prole reaction..



interested? ripped off george orwell's 1984. very very interesting! mark my words. its full of unerring and painful satire with startling and vivid images of totalitarian terror. one of the best books ive ever read apart from to kill a mockingbird (this u haf gta read too.. really!) . no kid pple.. this is a book to read!

vhae aolbsytul on iaed thaw im digon esthe dyas! neeb sclakgin ym soootpid sas fof! haiz. so gnnoa ide rfo pelmirs la! yhw ma i awlsya kiel hatt?!? cnat snatd lmsfey seotmiems! grrr.
(try to make sense of it)

del : u twit! i got bruises now all tnks to u la! seriously sufffocated meeeee! the only pain u felt was the stooooooopid pain in ur stomach cos ur laughin too hard at me. thanks ah! i shall nv let u step into my room again. ahhas. next time rem to check if ct is cumg over to play or study man. today was a super unproductive day la! ahahah. dun play too much rune yeah! stop being so bimbotik as well.

ooh..!! i absolutely love orange (:
anw... ive been camping out ata thomson SISSY (go figure) alot lately... its like my.. and many other pples 2nd home! ahahhas... i practically ate all e food that can be eaten at thomson alr la. ahhahas... not surprising considering ive spent the last 4 days there. ahhahs.. v grateful for the lovely company of my classmates becks chels and cait who kept me awake alive and um kinda got me to sit down and do my work... i guess its definitely much more conducive der than at home where i can doze off without anyone poking me and slp comfortably on my wonderful bed for hrs and hrs.. ahhas.. nowadays we even added badm to the list! ahhas its gna fun and of cos v good for our studies... exercising helps make the brain more focused and enables us to concentrate and absorb beta rite? hahah.. its qt surprising to see shiping vincent and zesamine der as well... ahaha.. well at least i made more frens...!! and e best ting abt it is they're all smart pple so i can fire all my qns's at them! hee.. dun worry.. i feed them tonnes of food in return! ahahha.. oh well prelims in exactly 6 days time... i am kinda stressed (duh) but i aint exactly doin netg abt it? hmm.. anw hahaha.. im gna tnk this particular monkey... for making me laugh and keeping me AWAKE during this period of time when our minds tend to wander extremely near all the various temptations we're used to hafg.. hahaha.. thanks to her sillyness retardedness piggish and monkey like behaviour and quirks... i tink i can officially say that... she is one of a kind (this may and may not be a compliment) ahahha. okay i knw ur readin this so dun kill me k? i din mean a single ting i said abt u.. (well almost) ahaha.. yes yes ur a studious nerd who's extremely attached to ur physics book and nv ever dozed off in ur life! ahahas.. ( better appreciate wat i jus said cos im gna take it all back in a matter of min) ahhaas.. anyhoo.. gtg write my hopeless testimonial now... ahhahas. study hard everybody!!! rem we wun hfa choice! (well its the truth aint it?)


jean ---- yes dear pls call me anytime!!!! really really wanna talk to u.. dun tell me the letter i sent is still mia ah. i will jus die... will go to the post office and interrogate every officer i see till i get the letter back to mail it to u again!

everybody cries they say
everybody lies
everybody breathes they say
and everybody dies
but somehow that seems strange to me
that we should all believe
so completely what is given us
shoved in our faces.

can you breath?
for i feel "them" pressing down on me
their weight upon my spine
it crushes me and makes me small
and their rules,
they break my mind :(

she will be loved :)


Wouldn't it be nice if we were older?
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long.
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know it's gonna make it that much
we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was never ending
Wouldn't it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray
It might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy
Wouldn't it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But let's talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice
Good night baby
Sleep tight baby :)

cant believe you're dead.
its all my fault.
i should have taken note of the signs.
i should have shown more concern
how could i have been so blind
its all my fault
what can i say
im so sorry ):

GLENN : u have seriously changed okae. ahhas. you are hahah-in and lolling! ahhahas.. who's ur love. come on . somebodys gta be resp for changing you so drastically. what happened to the silly man i use to know?!?! ahahha.... we'll see on thurs la huh. ahha X) its okae. i know u love me. haha. niteeeeeeee!

everybody.. please DO NOT watch e village... its e stupidest show i've ever watched in my whole life and a total waste of money. stupid movie. -irritated-

all e mocks are arriving.... and they've decided to arrive together! how nice....

another day has passed.... so glad schs over.. at least for today. time reali seemed to have stooped to a crawl recently.. cant blif the prelims are seriously drawing near. e very thought jus freaks me out!!! hmm. just caught up w cheri recently. a whole wave of euphoria just washed over me when i found out that we were finally able to study this fri at orchard lib!!! been waiting to catch up with her for so long. hope char ser and huishan wld be able to join us. then it wld reali be a gathering! hmmz. am watching spore idol ata moment and it reali amazes me that some people are so blinded with themselves that they reali think they are extremely talented and superiorly vocalized. i must admit though that courage plays a part.... but stupidity and self obsession plays a far bigger part nonetheless. hahah. well at least it serves as a source of amusement. okay.. obviously aint in an extremely gd mood ata moment.. haha.. usually i dun bang pple so much esp pple i dunno. well spore idol is over.. and so is my break. haiz. gotta hit the books again... adious! (:

ooh lovely colour. haha. so bimbotik eh? shall stick to this for the time being. hmmz am talking to cheri on msn now.. it was so funny. even before we actually conversed i was already laughing.. smiling and reminiscing about the good old times we use to share. just by looking at that adorable baby photo of hers. really miss the times when she jean char and i would just talk and do stupid stuff together. we were hardly seperable. yet now we're like all growing distant.. its reali qt a shame. but the saying is true. absence does make the heart grow fonder. and right now.. im feeling alot of both. there are plenty of good frens out there that i've grown further from.. shiping yuying del chow thanya ... too many to say.. hmmz. such an emotional topic.. pretty suitable for the coming of the As. its like an emotional rollercoaster that i cant wait to get out of. but right now.. theres no such thing as getting of halfway.. especially since we're nearing the end. hmmz. dont wanna worry anyone but somehow i feel qt demoralised at the moment. i dont feel like i can make it in the end. pretty sad huh?
its traumatizing. but tnk goodness i haf my classmates beside me whom i know are sharing pretty similar experiences right now. ahhahas. well. its nearly 12 now. shall stop crapping abt how horrible and dreary school life is ata moment and sink instead into the land of dreams. (:

WHO SHOULD LET GO?
>>
>>
>>
>>
>> > Eleven people were hanging on a rope under a helicopter - ten
>>men and
>> >one woman.
>> > The rope was not strong enough to carry them all, so they
>>decided that
>> >one
>> >
>> > has to drop off. Otherwise they were all going to fall. They
>>were not
>> >able
>> >
>> > to choose that person, but then the woman made a very touching
>>speech.
>> >
>> >
>> > She said that she would voluntarily let go of the rope, because
>>as a
>> >woman,
>> >
>> > she was used to giving up everything for her husband and kids,
>>and for
>> >men
>> >
>> > in general, without ever getting anything in return. As soon as
>>she
>> >finished
>> >
>> > her speech, all the men started clap! ping their hands..
>> >
>> >
>> >
>> > SEND THIS STORY TO AN INTELLIGENT WOMAN SO THAT SHE HAS
>>SOMETHING TO
>> >SMILE ABOUT TODAY.

Singlish VS English_____
>Everyone should use Singlish because it's much more economical n >effective!
Here's why: > >***** > >

When going shopping_____

> >ENGLISH: I'm sorry, sir, but we don't seem to have the sweater you >want in your size. If you'll give me a moment, I can call the other >outlets for you.

> >SINGLISH: No stock! > >*****


> >When returning a call_____

> >ENGLISH: Hello, this is Mr. Bean. Did anyone page me a few moments >ago?

> >SINGLISH: Hello, who page? > >*****



> >When someone is in the way_____ >

>ENGLISH: Excuse me, I'd like to get by. Will you please make way?

> >SINGLISH: Lai, siam!/Siam hor!/Skius!(Excuse) > >*****




> >When someone offers to pay_____


> >ENGLISH: Hey, put your wallet away. This drink's on me.

> >SINGLISH: No need lah! > >*****



> >When asking for permission_____

> >ENGLISH: Excuse me, but do you think it would be possible for me to >enter through this door?

> >SINGLISH: (Points at door) Can pass or not? > >*****



> >When asking to be excused_____

> >ENGLISH: If you would excuse me for a moment, I have to go to the >washroom. Carry on without me, it would only take a moment.

> >SINGLISH: Go toilet! Buay tahan... > >*****



> >When doubting someone_____

> >ENGLISH: I don't recall you giving me the money.

> >SINGLISH Got meh? > >*****


> >When disagreeing on a topic of discussion_____

> >ENGLISH: Err, Tom, I have to stop u there. I understand where you >are coming from but I really have to disagree with what you said >about the policy.

> >SINGLISH: Talk cock lah u! > >*****




> >When asking someone to lower their voice_____

> >ENGLISH: Excuse me, but can you lower your voice? I'm trying to >concentrate over here. > >SINGLISH: Aye, tiam lah! > >*****



> >When asking someone if s/he recognises you_____

> >ENGLISH: Excuse me, but I noticed you staring at me. Do I know you?
> >SINGLISH: See what see?! Buay Song ah!

now this little phrase here i really love!!! im nota feminist u guys!! well maybe a little.. hahah

++ the average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think ++ (:

heya PEI !!!
hey, din realise u signed my gb like in may? ahahs yeah damn long ago.. but anyhows. hows ya been? i hfnt been seeing u arnd in cj at all... ahhahas. exams are stressing me up man!! tc yep? :)

Two ghost met and chatted about how they died,
1st ghost : how u die?
2nd ghost : I died of cold
1st ghost : how does it feel when dying in cold?
2nd ghost : actually I was imprisoned in the refrigerator. at first I was
shivering, then my whole body started to freeze, later I felt the
whole world was dark and I died. fortunately, I died without much suffering.
1st ghost : what a pity for u....
2nd ghost : how about u? how u die?
1st ghost : I died of a heart attack.
2nd ghost : I see, how did u have a heart attack?
1st ghost : actually I found out that my wife is having an affair with
another man. one day when I came back from work, I saw a pair of male
shoes outside my house. then I realized that the guy was in my house with my wife.
when I rushed into the bedroom, my wife was alone. I must find where that bastard is hiding. so I searched the toilet, ran to downstairs, looked in the
storeroom, but the bastard was not found. so, I ran upstairs and search the wardrobe, but I found nothing. because I was too tired of running, I got heart attacked and
died.

2nd ghost : why not u look for the bastard in the fridge? if you did,
both of us would be alive now!

.:+ The greatest challenge in our life is to find someone who knows your flaws and differences and yet still willingly embraces you with so much love +:.

hmmz. exams are FINALLY over. but time is closing in on the dreaded prelims. haiz. really gotta pull myself tog and study hard this time round. no more excuses no more time. i just found out that if i wanna go to melbourne uni commerce.. i gotta get A A B. if i apply soon they may even take my prelim results which means i have a mere 2 months to get A A B. such a laugh eh? its horribleeeeee. hmmz. anws, the hols are over.. exams werent as bad as i thought. but they were still bad... considering i hardly studied and i was the most ill prepared this time round. just went swimming with my classmates...! was reallly funn.. maisie was being as funny and gross as usual. ahhaahs. xue mei as usual swam the most laps and even helped me pack up my coins!! woah! ahhahas. not that i dun appreciate of course. ahhas but it kinda shocked me.. caitlyn was being sucha cute ORANGE. ahhas. ull understand if u come swimming with us. hahas. cait ah. i hope our hair aint too brown for school. i dun tink we did that much damage la huh. ahahhas X) nearly watched spidey2 yst. but thanks to choww and del.. i din geta watch with cind yunx yanz cel and um... yanz fren. ahahs. was pretty upset... considering they spent most of the time talking abt runescape!!! ahahs. but nvm. everytime spent with my gd ol pals are worth it rite? hahahas. (smirks) hmmz.. going shopping tmr with kristy! YAY! but first meeting up with flo for lunch. ahahs hopefully meeting up with dan and jess ltr at nite. wanted to force kristy ta watch spidey with me but she watched it already. hopefully i can watch it on mon with ping if not ill hfta drag delly to watch w me. ahhahas. i reali wanna catch it! it got like 5 starts inta newspaper!! thats like full marks!!! even chow complimented it.. and of cos i trust her taste.. on certain stuff at least. ahahs not her shoes tho. lolz....!! hmmz. spse to meet them to try out runescape now but dunno where they areeee. so i guess maybe ill pop by thomson plaza for a little while. hee. at least ive got till mon before the pressures of school arrive again. :)